It's been a harsh moment for me tis few days.
everything is going not really smooth.
too much things to do, to think
N even to don-think .
i've messed up many things,
cant even concentrate on what i'm doing ..
i think i've gone mad

So much i need to say,
feel so helpless

It's so sad ..
but it's true
it already happened
i need to accept the fact
it's no longer mine

all the promises had became dust ,
lost in the air
it turns into a scar in my heart
u hurt me badly .

the memories are deep inside my mind
how could i stop it ??
It's so cruel to me

i was being so emo nowdays ..
cried suddenly always
so sorry for those who care bout me , worry bout me .
i'm trying very hard
i wish i could be tougher

Feel so tired ,
my mind, my soul,
i think i need a long rest .

Goodbye , my love .

I’m who you want me to be.
cos you’re my one and only.
cos you were all I ever wanted.
cos you were all I ever needed and more.
cos i’m falling for you.



I'm Zhuin, or Crystal.
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Having great friends, great family and a 100% boyfriend.
I love them and they brighten up my life :D
Enjoying my life :)
Imma 17 this year.Birthday on 19 of March- i'm a Pisces ♥


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