One and only❤

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

♥ Wednesday

Recently busy about homework
lots n lots of homeworkssssss
but i always find excuses to be lazy .. lol

N i'm worried bout my society ,
it's like what also unplan and not well-prepared
what i'm doing harr ??
i'm lost n i don even know what to do next !

exam coming soon n damn !
i'm so so nervous lar ,,
still very blur in form 4 syllabus @@
i cant catch up ... arghhh

i feel like running away from the reality

my mind is seriously stuckkkkk
goshhh
i wish that i can go some peaceful place to rest my mind n clear those rubbish in my brain !
i'm soso lost

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

♥ 雨过天晴？

天空刚下了一场雨

空气中散发出很清新的味道

感觉把不好的东西都冲掉了

何时才会有一场大雨？

把我的伤痕统统都冲掉

让我从新来过

你离开后，

我似乎没真正的笑过

可是又能何？

你留给我的只是一条残酷的路

我已经别无选择

只希望，能尽快走出这片阴影。

曾经我在一篇文章写过
只要挨过挫折和失败，必会有一片彩虹在另一头等着你.

也许经过这件事后会让我成长

也许这是我人生中一个小小的转折点

也许以后的路我会走得更好，又或相反,

前面的路, 渺茫得我看不见。

一切都是个未知数－－－－

这个小不点是我微笑的来源 . 嘻 :)

记得以前我很爱看你笑

你总像个小孩子

帮你擦汗时你总会站在哪里看着我偷笑

看着你笑我也不自由主的笑

回忆是甜蜜的，也是残酷的

它总让我流泪

:')

Monday, April 27, 2009

♥

SATURDAY
Went to skul early in the morning for the anugerah cemerlang
dead boring thr , i finish a novel on tat day ..
Arghh.. read until my eye oso pain oso not my turn yet to go up the stage
haha ,

try to go out for breakfast but teacher don let =(

den ask didi da bao a cha siew bao for me .. XD
zirou damn hang fok lor.. got a sayang her ge boyboy , hehe : )

after taking the money, RM100 only lar , our skul soo kiam sap =X haha !

me, xf, ws straight away went for tuition .

v run thr as v thought v r going to be late

but v wait thr for 20 minutes the teacher only came .
N he said he purposely come late, OMG =______=

Went home after a nice lunch n i slp until dinner time .

haha, mama wake me up n said v r going out for dinner

V went to dragon-i at leisure mall

i ate alot n still manage to get a dessert , haha

i can eat alot =__=

MONDAY

Today is a holiday for our skul : )

Suppose to be going to jog at sri permaisuri wif mua classmates but i didnt make it

becoz i had alot of things nit to do :(

so finish up my things n jiajia told me to meet them at 11am

they are going to pavilion for movie =D

(me , xf, jiajia, yewchoong, nicholas, justin, kahleong, liekgor n the coolman xD) ,

the boys wanted to watch the uninvited

end up with me, jiajia, n xf take a cab to pavilion n meet the boys thr .

reach thr bout 12 but the movie starts at 2pm

so v went to the coffee bean for my breakfast XD

jiajia

xiufen the sapo XD

n me XD

finish mua breakfast . iceblended mocha n chocolate chip muffin

i love the muffin : D

after tat v shop awhile then went to the cinema
it was freezing inside n i didnt bring my cardigan : (

the movie was so-so only ,
nicholas ar , nex time choose a better movie lar =/
haha

Later tat v went for yum cha session at wong kok
V went back early coz xiu fen having tuition class . : )

ARGH .. forgot to meet my gorgor today
sorry gor =( , i promise i'll meet u another day

baby is right , maybe i should open my heart n let other guys to come in : )

Thursday, April 23, 2009

♥ 打蟑螂记 ><

今天放学后留下来跟文慧，祖仪，秀芬，子柔，玮妍
清理华文学会的storeroom+restroom 〖猫门】
OMG
发现好多蟑螂！！
妈妈啊
吓死我了 ><
我们6个女生吓得半死
一直在喊和躲
还是秀芬最勇敢＝＝
敢用扫把打它
哈哈
好恐怖！
请执委们定时去清理啊><
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今天彩排星期六的Hari Anugerah Cemerlang
闷到半死
拿奖都要彩排＝＝
下课过后在班吵吵闹闹
还给人逼供说跟他有暧昧！
啊啊啊～～好烦哦～～～><

我的classmates真是好笑

呵呵
星期六要回学校拿奖(拿钱比较正确,哈哈)

: )

…………………………………………………………………………………………

昨天他打给我，

听到他声音真的很想哭，

好想好想他，

我一直控制自己，

跟他讲了两句就快快挂电话了

再讲下去我真的会哭出来

好辛苦

啊～~!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

♥ 又一天.

昨天睡到一半突然醒来

发觉眼角湿湿的

原来在梦里遇到他

一直哭着叫他不要走

然后就惊醒了

忍不住哭了

我真的好想他

我宁愿这是一场可怕的恶梦

可是这是现实，无法躲避的现实.

这几天好害怕睡觉

一闭上眼睛就会想到他

真的很怕很怕

在学校里又吵又闹

回到家自己一个人的时候又会觉得很空虚

真的好难过.

功课，学会，什么都做不好.

心情真的降到极点

啊。。。。。。。

他离开已经52天了，

怎么我还不习惯.

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今天放学后跟两个傻婆[xiufen,sinting]去吃secret recipe

他们两个超有兴致的，

就一起吧

呵呵～

刚刚学钢琴..

也是弹得一团糟.

唉～

[xiufen弹琴的倩影]^^

无聊时拍的

话说，我剪了头发

好像小孩子 ><

可是感觉轻松很多, 呵呵

Monday, April 20, 2009

♥ 痛.

为什么人的心可以那么痛？
痛得我喘不过气来

我知道我不应该这样下去，
但真的是控制不到
你怀里抱着的是另一个女生了
我怎么还在停留在原地

杨芷君
你真的好笨好笨
说了要坚强 ,
怎么那么逊 ?

心里除了痛 , 还是痛 .

Saturday, April 18, 2009

♥ Sushi king bonanzaaaa

Went to sushi king bonanza [only RM2 per plate! =D]

on thursday wif my lovely classmates ; ) 13 of us
V went to leisure mall straight after school
The gals went by taxi n the boys walk xD

V q for half n hour i think =?
then the boys only slowly reach -.-

See how many platessss ? ? wahaha xDD

not included somemore plates .

later v lepak lepak awhile in lm jiu left lu .

the boys accompany us walk home ..
soooooo anoyying lor them =/

crapping all the way ~

talking nonsenceeee

but not so boring at least : ) Haha

Later went home , get to know something really unacceptable .

tat day i really totally out of control

but is ok now .
i got a lot of truly friends tat care's bout me.

Well,

What is mean by 'friend' ?

i get some lesson from this .

i trusted u but u do all the bitch things behind me

This is call friend ?

NO .

U r not my friend .

It's even more hurt than he hurts me .

But, so what ? i don care now .

bless u two ?

oh no , i can't .

I know i nit to be tough , even though i'm not .
but i cant choose ?

i nit to be tough to alive in this cruel world .

i cannot continue to being depressed everyday .

it doesn't help !

i need to wake up,

i need a new life ,

i still need to alive .

i miss u badly, baby ;'(

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haha, anyhow ,

effin boring today =(
i tied my hair all up like tis,

my sister said it's nice, i should tie this to school =S haha

mua chubby face : P

Life's going on ~~

: )

gambateh gambateh =D

Thursday, April 16, 2009

♥ ****

GET LOST PLS .......
I BEG U ......................
I REALLY CANT ACCEPT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

♥ friends ? or not ?

I admit i too easily trust some1
really sigh ~~~~~~
i duno wat's the problem wif me ..
izzit my face look like easily to be cheat ? ?
those "friends" who say this infront me then do the others behind me .
i really duno how to face u anymore !

haihs ,
sometimes things can be say out easily ..
but when u really nit to do it ..
it's so so difficult .
bahhhhhhhh ! !
how could u being so cold-blooded ?
i really lost my mind
i can't control myself
i hate u i hate u ! : (

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Today our class teacher switch our position in class
damn stupid lar her . .
seperate me n my best friend T___T
*sin ting i miss u much ><
HAHA!
going to start my new skul life with ....... yew choong xD
but i bet yew choong was damn happy when teacher call me to sit beside him , hahaha ~
i love my class n my classmate soo much [excluding some1 else : P ]

4S1 rocks ! =D

Monday, April 13, 2009

♥ 音乐盒

前几天收拾我的橱
发现了他买给我的音乐盒

我记得那时听起来很甜，很幸福。
怎么现在那首歌变得这么悲伤？ :' )

想起一首歌的歌词－说好的幸福呢
〖只是回忆的音乐还旋转着，要怎么停呢】
很有感觉

就算是童话故事，
也会有结局。
只是我们的结局，
虽然没那么美丽，而且带点遗憾
可是毕竟还是个结局.
我努力去改变这样的结局，
可是原来我一个人的力量是多么的微不足道的.

每件事，用不同的角度去看，用不同的心态去想，或许会得到更多
既然放不下，就把他深深埋在心底吧。
不再计较谁对谁错
让时间淡化一切 let the time fade out our memories
你是我最甜蜜的回忆，也是最痛的回忆
i love u deeply

dadadadadadadadada . :' )

♥ carnival day

Saturday is our skul carnival day. (8am-3pm)

v had lots of fun and v r all tired like a dead fish after tat =S

pics on tat day !

preparation..
[4S1 AGOGO FRIED CHICKEN N NUGGETS] =P

TADAA !! C the board ? made by jia pin n meeee .

jia pin draw the chicken , nice rite ??

Working ... (the boys do the cooking , haha !)

Crowded of customers>

The weather is so so hot but v manage to get alot of customers due to our hardly promotion. haha~

Our chicken had SOLD OUT at 12 pm ! haha~

after cleaning up v went to the haunted house .

i scream from the start till the end =="

but actually not scary lo... i duno y i gone mad . HAHA

V achieve a good result for tis carnival

N i m quite satisfied . teeheee : D

Our AGOGO FRIED CHICKEN become the hot topic in our skul . HAHA

I saw the teamwork of our classmates, it's really nice

it's nice to be classmates wif them (although they are quite anoyying, haha)

4S1 v r a happy family ~~ =D (except "some" of them tat r out of our group)

Friday, April 10, 2009

♥ Suffering

It's been a harsh moment for me tis few days.
everything is going not really smooth.
too much things to do, to think
N even to don-think .
i've messed up many things,
cant even concentrate on what i'm doing ..
i think i've gone mad

So much i need to say,
feel so helpless

It's so sad ..
but it's true
it already happened
i need to accept the fact
it's no longer mine

all the promises had became dust ,
lost in the air
it turns into a scar in my heart
u hurt me badly .

the memories are deep inside my mind
how could i stop it ??
It's so cruel to me

i was being so emo nowdays ..
cried suddenly always
so sorry for those who care bout me , worry bout me .
i'm trying very hard
i wish i could be tougher

Feel so tired ,
my mind, my soul,
i think i need a long rest .

Goodbye , my love .